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Money with a perfumed fragrance minted under the pleasant air conditioned offices is easily and lavishly spent but money which stinks sweat and blood hard earned under the sun finds difficulty meeting with extravagance.

'The Hyderabad roads are flooded as usual but with water instead of the mop of vehicles for a change' spoke the FM radio RJ as we paddled our way ahead in the water logged roads in the comforts of our car, altering comforts as the AC was switched on and off, high and low heeding to the contending demands of comfort from its riders. The AC was altered for a change in comfort, the RJ was not allowed to convey her message and songs as she was switched to other radio station RJ's messages and songs for a change, on a Sunday morning when families prefer to be feasting at home rain or no rain we were all out in the car going to watch a movie for a change. Everything happening and about to happen is happening for a change. The wipers for a change were put to work wiping the thick drops of water off the windscreen from the interminable rains which began raining since my last post (answering my prayers!??) and not showing any signs to stop... It wasnt my prayers alone, there was something more that made the rains pour and pour... we will soon find out...

They (who??) say that when something really unexpected happens (for a change??) it rains..
It should be raining then for we as a family were going to watch a movie for the first time in the 21st century. The last one perhaps belonged to the period when Amitabh Bachchan was an angry but young man... We had numerous chances to bring forth rains earlier when my father agreed to step out of his routine of busy work schedules and couple of drinks with his friends, but he always gave us a slip at the last moment leaving the fourth seat empty or occupied by some stranger in the theater. This time the Rain Gods have decided to put an end to his 'bahanas' (its sounds better than the English substitute) and played havoc in his diurnal routine, thus putting him in the rear seat staring out through the rain splashing window unaware of its intentions. My father a busy man always was sitting idle (for a change!!) and giving me directions to the destination.. My mom (father - respect; mom - love) who has this wonderful and uncanny habit of cursing and loving the same thing at the same time, was cursing the rain and loving it too, for she knew we all knew it was the rain that completed the fourth seat.. My sister who I always thought was supposed to be born with a silver spoon and supposed to be brought up in a 'Rahees Kaandaan' (some words have no apt substitutes!!) was sitting next to me switching the radio channels and wondering why isnt she riding a chauffeur driven BMW (There can be a sky wide difference between BMW and our car but chauffeurs and brothers are more or less the same just that chauffeurs are paid for their services and brothers aren't!!)

The movie was not boring and ended on a happy note (unlike most mallu movies). The rains werent done yet and guided my Father and the rest of us to a restaurant in Banjara Hills. My sister and I convinced him to a posh place with lush ambiance smart waiters English speaking kids and their parents and an expensive 250 bucks Buffet lunch. He reluctantly agreed with once again a little support from the rain. It was when we started off with the course that the bomb was dropped. The 250 bucks Buffet was only on weekdays and on Sundays the price shot up to 450. My father who always had a calm demeanour and reacted apathetically to life's surpirses expressed his shock with wide eyes creasing his forehead and I reacted with a casual shrug. The shock and the shrug might be the value attached to money which is related to the way we earn it. May be...

The rains have subsided. Rains are like humans sometimes. They dont spend their resources wisely which lead to disasters. Rains and the effortlessly earning humans should learn their lessons. Humans can for they are the only living beings who can change...
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why doesnt it rain????

when dreams which happen to be the living soul of human existence are mercilessly crushed and broken...
why doesnt it rain???
when hope the proof of existence is shattering like a defunct incandescent bulb instantly pulverised giving away to minute inanimate pieces scattered into the unknown...
why doesnt it rain???
when happiness the purpose of existence is drained out completely emptying the heart and tearing away the smile on the face...
why doesnt it rain??

why doesnt it rain to dilute the anguish and sorrow accumulated in the heart..
why doesnt it rain to cleanse the guilt smudged on the soul..
why doesnt it rain to wash away the broken dreams, shattered hopes filling the self with new dreams and hopes brimming over with extreme elation.

why doesnt it rain when the unending tears of the praying peasant glistening on the cheeks running down to do its minor bit to moist the soul being viciously vaporised by the searing sun..
why doesnt it rain to cloud the cruelty of the sun and bless the soil with water thereby feeding the emaciated stomachs.

Rains are prayed for, expected and welcomed. But often when it rains, it pours... It drenches one, floods the rich produce of the soil and suddenly the self is filled with cold and damp sickness of the incessant rains... Rains are now cursed and we start missing the warmth and brightness of the once searing and cruel sun..

Human whims and wants can be compared to the inexplicable patterns of the weather like a rising temperature at the middle of winter, wished but unexpected rains at the beginning of spring..
How I desperately wished to be somewhere else yesterday and I am happy to be here today.. How I wished I never had met that person in my life and how badly I miss him/her now out of the blue. Desires are surprisingly contrasting at different instances of life but they are always present. They are always wanted like I now wish to have 'mirchi-bajji' when it happens to be one of the top items in my hate-list.

Why doesnt it rain?? Why does it rain!!???
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It was love at first sight......

She was no angel yet she was no less than angels for angels needed wings, shimmering white gowns and halo to make their presence felt and she had and needed none to compliment the surroundings. Her ravishing beauty knew no bounds as it radiated making the otherwise dreary place lively and pleasing. She smiled out of her twinkling eyes requiring no effort of her lips, a smile that swirled around leaving its mark everywhere and ending on your lips inviting you to smile, the moonlight shine of her eyes brightening your face and the scarlet of her lips painting your cheeks. She smiled her other smile curving her lips forming a carefully sculpted Roman arch above her lips touched with a slightest imperfection which only accentuated her beauty. A smile which always reciprocated in another smile on the face of her colleagues who riveted in the glorious aura of her presence. It was a delight to watch her speak, the tender lips working to form the syllables which were spilling out like diamonds sparkled with the flashing smiles she smiled often in between attracting the unqualified attention of her friends who shared these moments only to keep her amused with their own dumb ways.

The life of this enchanting moments was finally numbered as this angelic beauty started moving towards the exit her every step forward placed with such grace and aplomb like she was ambling on the surface of water which was bearing her lightness of being with exaltation. Her magnanimous heart which was depicted on her face decided to bid adieu to the place which enjoyed her sublime presence as she turned around and gifted an ebullient smile which dazzled the place culminating into the oblivion along with her. The moments which had the life of a lightning bug had a lasting impression etching her thoughts on my mind. She left taking with her my concentration, my conscious presence, my game of table tennis and all those gross memories that accumulated through the course of the day along with her charm and left me with the unyielding presence of her thoughts which circled around for the rest of the day.

I was at loss and it was love at first and the lasting last sight....